This sucks.

I've gained a lot of weight in these past weeks. I feel kinda gross.

God damn it.

Holidays always hit me like a brick in the head.
I'm sick, I've overeaten almost every day, the gym is closed at mohawk... I don't know what to do.
As soon as I get better, I gotta start again. This was really not in the plan. I was all happy that I lasted most of the year without getting sick.
Fuck.
Mau.

I havent done much lately other than eat and do school.

Exams are always a pain. Currently I'm at 93 kilograms. Cookies, crackers, stuff that wasn't in the plan. I need time to rest my mind (where is my mind, pixies) and get back on the ball.
Jordan wants to try and do as best as we can in three weeks- between the end of this semester and the beginning of the next one.
I think it's possible.
Mau.