Class didn't seem too hard today. But I wasn't feeling that great at the beginning. I felt like if my eyes were just gonna pop.
But it wore off, now they just kinda burn a little bit. I'll go upstairs and shower and wash my face. That'll fix me up.

Today I didn't work out. I had a "meeting" to do work, but later realized that we weren't doing any work.

I just got back from class
I just had my protein
I'm not feeling that good
But it's okay
later

KAY, today's done.

I didn't do much cardio today. It was a quick work out. I did 10 minutes rowing, then about 100 back extensions, a bit of abs, and then I stretched.
I had my whey protein thinger, and now I'm eating my lunch: campbells chunky.
Man, this stuff is seriously amazing.
Also, my doctor got the results from my bloodwork back, and I have an appointment for February 1st at 10:50 am.
We'll see wth is up.
Later!

Monday night again

Class was alright. I was exhausted before, but I crashed for a few hours and I was good for class.
Now I should be studying.
I had my protein and now I'm tired.
I'll work out tomorrow at school.
Later!

Sunday

Today, my teacher's teacher taught in this city. It was kind of nice to be exposed to something different.
He's a nice guy.
It was a good class. I had my protein shake right after, and multivitamins in the morning.
My food intake has been normal: not too much nor too little.
There's class tomorrow. I don't know if I can do it. But I want to.

Pushing it.

Today I didn't feel as shitty as before.
My breakfast was bad though. A few crackers, then a paddie and coffee at the bus station.
With that I lasted until about 5. Then I had my protein bar, and then after that I had dinner.
Today's work out was this:
20 minutes cardio
I forget how many pushups
two of my 80 crunches sets
I worked on the back row thinger but not for too long. I was just showing a friend.
I forget what else I did during my work out. I know it was longer than average.

Ah, gym again.

Today I got off my ass and went to the gym for my break.
I did 10 minutes of rowing, and then 10 sets of that push-up/weight combo I do, 20 straight-up leg crunches, 20 bent-leg, 20 regular crunches, and 20 each side.
Then I had protein stuff at school.
I'm considering taking my own protein to school.
I'm still feeling really weak and pathetic. I was able to do 30 minutes cardio, now I could only do 10 without pushing myself too much.
Bah.

Back on the ball. I think.

Today I went to class and had my protein shake.
We'll see what happens tomorrow.
I'm not feeling that great either.

Still anemia

I finally was able to get cheap protein.
Six star chocolate flavoured.
I'll try to work out and have my protein like before. I don't expect really good results. I barely have any energy to stay awake on the way to school and back.

Moods, moods.

Today I could barely wake up. I was supposed to wake up at 10. Keyword, supposed to.
It's strange how much moods affect a person's energy levels and food intake.
I was worried that I had gone through the entire day with only a small sandwich and food seemed to disgust me, about at 6 pm. So I forced myself to eat a protein bar (2.99. I'm surprised) and then when I got to this city I ate something small on the way home. I just had pizza with my brother.
Tomorrow I should feel a lot better.
Anemia is still a problem. I'm seeing a doctor tomorrow, and see what's happening with my body.

Anemia...

I'm pissed. I've been eating well, but I still feel weak. Weaker.
This is very upsetting.

Not having class on Saturday sucks.

And next Saturday I won't have it either. I'm working. However, to make up for it, there's class on Sunday. ContraMestre Lua should be teaching that class. I really hope I feel better by then. I feel really weak and really tired lately.

Today I ate a huge lunch. A burger. But not just a burger. It was THE burger. A giant thing on a plate with a bunch of fries. God, it was awesome.

This coming week I intend to go back to the gym. I really have to get back into running every day.

tadaa

There's no class tomorrow. I haven't worked out other than in class.
Today I hung out with Mel after school. I love seeing her and feeling her close to me.
After that, I said I'd walk to the train station, which I thought was close.
I ran. Ran like hell. In the cold. For about half an hour.
I guess my running counts as a type of work out. It feels good to be able to run when I need to.
And to run when I want to.
I'm tired now.

lol, lost motivation again.

Didn't do anything today, just work.
Don't remember what I ate, don't remember any physical activities.
Unless I find a good reason, I think this blog might be close to done.
No goals, no nothing. Not even class. I want to drop out again. I want to delete everyone from facebook. And forget about everything.

Sweet ass Jacket

Long day!

Today I woke up at 9 am and left my house at 9:40 to go to work. I worked 10-7pm, and then hung out with a friend of mine until 9. Then I went to class.
The work out was alright.
My legs hurt. I've stood from 10 until 7pm, and then I went to class.
Tabby wanted to join the class. I brought her in today. I don't think she'll be joining in.
She also asked me to help her be more active. That I can do. After all, I need it.

January 1st. New beginings. Again.

Today I ate well, I think. Healthy stuff. I'll start working out tons as soon as school starts. It's always good to be close to a gym. That way, things just work out: you're bored, your clothes are in your locker, and the gym is there.