back on the ball?

Its tough to get back to the same level of activity I was in last year. I must be in much better mental condition. My physical condition is shitty, but I am getting back on top of things.

Last friday, or two fridays ago, not sure, out of desperation, I went to a local gym and paid half my paycheque up front for six months of gym. I couldn't have done a better thing. The hip problems I developed at work from sitting all day (or from longboarding, one of the two, or both) have dimished. 

Today I saw a light of inspiration: some old dude lifting more than I can. White hair, wrinkly face, perfect body development.

I want that when I'm old.

Mau

Oh snap, it's summer.

And last years' achievements are gone with the wind. 8 months of hardcore studying (due to fear of failure with graduation upon me) can seriously fuck a person over. I mean, in those 8 months, and much more intensely in the last 4, I put just under 40 lbs. School food, donuts, chocolate bars, and energy drinks really took a toll on me.

But don't get me wrong. Food is food- and I needed it. My brain works significantly better with sugar. And not holding back on my food intake helped me be able to study my ass off.

So, long story short, I graduated. I passed everything. I'm working now, and looking forward to get into university.

The downside of things is... I got a sitting job. The line of my butt was going to disappear from sitting so much.

Last friday I paid a 6 month contract up-front at a local gym. Yesterday was my second day. I worked my back. Today idk what I will do. But it will be epic.

I'm at 236 lbs empty.

Mau.